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beijing 1st week reflection

  • Nov. 4th, 2009 at 7:34 PM


The 1st week of the 6 weeks of Beijing was come to an end, sadly. However, the week that just passed hasn’t been wasted; it has been more of a week of accustoming the body and habits to the Beijing style. In a nutshell, the places we visit were in chronological order:
北京机场,新华保险公司,北师大二附中,北京规划展览馆,前门大街

,北京动物园,天安门广场,故宫,景山公园。The 1st week of lessons have also passed and I am enjoying the Beijing 6 weeks immersion life.

 

Definitely the life between the two cities are different, the way they behave to the simplest stuffs like how to cross the roads. I actually like the Beijing lifestyle; it suits my liking, after all “rules are meant to be broken, as long as you don’t get caught”. The prices in Beijing and in Singapore for most of the stuffs are …….. wow. Ten dumplings for less than 1 SGD, that’s very affordable. Furthermore, the locals are friendly, they smile, unlike the Singapore counterparts. I still remember the times back in Singapore when people are all stereotyping the Chinese people  as people who speak lousy English and barbaric. Well, when we are here, we are seriously losing out in terms of our command in Chinese. We shouldn’t judge people when we can’t experience their lives. Only when we live in China can we thoroughly understand the characteristics of the Chinese.

 

北京规划展览馆really had opened my mind to the various planning of a city structure. To think that the raffles town plan was good, Beijing’s ring road system is better. The way you see the Chinese present the city structure to us, really we know their facts right. Beijing is a magnificent city and really all the pictures you may see, they undermine the true feel of being there yourself. That place is like a one stop guide to Beijing structure, something that I think I would be proud to see and present to the tourist if I am a Chinese.

 

I shan’t talk much about the vendors at the bargainable areas, but just have to say that even though we would like to get the cheapest price for ourselves, we still have to let them earn some cash. When I see my dad bargaining at 红桥市场 I was wowed. Its like his negotiation skills in his business is thoroughly used in communicating with the vendors. He laughs about with them, like friends, strike up convos easily, I really wonder if I am able to do what my dad can do. Time to try to be more outgoing I guess, learn to talk to strangers. Like how he just talks to a random French man in the subway, I am baffled on how he manages to do that. I guess what my dad said has some facts, “bargaining has much similarity with negotiating with clients”. Just a personal opinion, 红桥市场vendors are much more friendlier than in Silk Street or the Zoo mart.

 

北京动物园 the animals there are “dead”. I had a work attachment in the Zoo before and animals can’t really be just locked up in a cage like what we see in the北京动物园. Singapore Zoo built specific enclosures to suit the animals’ original habitats and I don’t see that happening in北京动物园. The African animals living in a freakin’ cold climate, that’s wrong.

 

天安门广场,故宫,景山公园 pictures undermine the view when you are personally there. I’m not lying. I stand in the middle of天安门广场, I feel as though I am in a stadium, playing/performing/in the eyes of an audience, of more than millions. The feeling was overwhelming; of course very sportsman would like to play in the highest level. I wonder how that would feel like.

 

故宫, a PALACE BUILT for one person, the emperor. It is like what the f***, that place is crazy, it’s huge, it’s nice it rocks. But well we can conclude that the Chinese of the past really follow that strict hierarchical structure, with the emperor up there. Its not a bad thing, on the flipside its actually another ruling method that has its pros and cons.

Writer's Block: Change is good

  • Nov. 4th, 2009 at 7:21 PM

If you could change one major thing about your life, whether a relationship, your job, your living situation, your school, etc., what would it be? Are you currently working toward a serious life transition?


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hm.. i cant change but i am trying to work towards a better life,. perhaps a more active childhood is good

rough draft

  • Nov. 2nd, 2009 at 8:27 PM

1st day:

 

We officially entered Beijing, through the Airport that was renovated for the Olympic Games. For the record, the airport is really big and I think that it is comparable with Singapore’s Airport. We even require a monorail like train to transport us from the arrival hall to the place to collect our luggage. As usual, the immigration checkpoint had a long queue. Mr Ang is very very “enthusiastic” and panicky. So we took a one hour trip to The Beijing Normal University, , and on the way we saw the Olympic Green, super cool. Checked into the Hostel. ROOM 9 with nick andre, nicholas teng, zi yao, yang xi, danny and myself. Rooom better than expected. Toilet much better than expected. Mattress blanklet-like. WIN. Settled down in class,

Dinner was nice. Beijing food is nice. 1st dinner got drumstick. After dinner, bought the daily necessities from wu mart and bought sim card. Xiong opened the wrong door and almost went in to the girl’s room. Which is beside his room. DOTA people in housed. Slept.

 

Note to self, 10 mins plus of overseas calls burst the 50 bucks sim.

 

 

 

2nd day.

Took公车22 to前门 ,I was expecting to be squeezed like shit. But I o\ver expected, it was much spacious then expected. We walked to北京规划展览馆to see the past and present infrastructure planning of Beijing. Moreover, we looked into the olympics behind the scene planning of the designing of the Olympic green.   After that went to 前门大街 went to back alley. Ate the retardedly fat filled lamb kebab. OH, we passed by  北京旧火车站 when walking to the  北京规划展览馆.

AT NIGHT!. Xiong shits hard

 

3rd Day:

Officially the 1st day Beijing Satellite Campus Schooling for 6 weeks just started today.

The local teachers were very very friendly and nice. Their knowledge vastly surpass the Singapore teachers. I mean like well they are local teachers and they should know much more. But the way they express the knowledge, its just so fasinating to see the rich culture of China. Sure it may be rather boring at times, however, it still attracts most of my attention. Mr Ang, Mr Tan Ms Yeo and Ms Ong are all friendly teachers, I guess the side we see them in are the side we can’t really see when they are in Singapore as our official teachers. :D:D:D. We went to the菜市场after some lessons at 3.00pm. The image I had in my head after Mr Ang’s description of the area was that it will be really really icky and disgusting. However, it turned out that it was much much better than Singapore ones. Kinda nice place, you much activities between the owners, unlike most Singapore ones. So after the visit, we walked back to the dorms, played basketball and slept :D

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

4th day:

 

Notes taken:

师傅,说句实话,如果您会亏本您就不会在这儿了。

 

Speak in good jest. Joke around. Go as low as you can. Observe the face.Don’t be too serious. If they ask you where you are, reply with an indirect answer . eg. 你认为我是从那儿来的。。。。。。。 我爹是从福建来的。

 

went to 北京动物园。Saw the great pandas, and other animals weird to find African animals there though. Wonder how they actually adapt to the cold surroundings which is obviously unlike their original habitat’s temp. the underwater world is very lame.. no whales. Nothing much. Ate at mian ai mian, nice. Then went to 服装批发市场。Walked around with Edwin 1st then ended \up with ernest. He bought his vans  while I bought my nike. We got kinda scammed but the auntie was nice. Although it may be a scam to trick us but well, it’s a good experience. They look at your shoes to offer you price and I learnt some tips from ms ong by during the night session. So well I shall take it as an investment. 

 

5th Day

Burst the 2bd 50 yuan value.

 

The idea to mix the guys around with the girls worked lol. Now victor is the only class with tables that occupy both guys and girls. Interesting ya. And can see that people are getting along better.

At night, Ernest was fooling around with his “madow” anime adaptation. Rm 6 is nuts. He is like a gangster boos that jokes lolol. And the same night, placed redox tablets in the mouth directly. Wtf.

Fell sick

 

Day 6,

 

Went to 天安门广场 to sight see, saw the mao portrait and the flag in the first person view. The area was rather overwhelming its like standing in the middle of anfield stadium. I not very sure its just like being in front of a fucking huge audience and performing in front of them. Entered gu gong subsequently to see the palace that was built for the sole purpose of one guy, the emperor. freaking big and mazy. The emperor will have to find for a long time to go too the loo. The tour guide was nice, although m rang said she was a new person, but like when the china history info comes out from a china local, its like so convincing. And I infer the the empress was rather short, cause I whacked my head onto the ceiling of the corridor entrance while walking through the area built for the empress. What luck. So walked walked and walked, we ended up joking around with the tour guide and \eventually saying good bye. Then went to climb jing shan gong yuan. I thought It would be a mini kinabalu, But it turned out that 3 mins its all we need to own the hill. Not mountain. The scene there was breathtaking, you can see the ent\ire gu gong from up there, very nice, pictures just undermine the actual feeling of seeing it you’re your eyes. After that the group split up and I Went out with dad. We sat the tuck tuck (trishaw like vehicle) to eat at some lao Beijing store and went to hong qiao market. The vendors there are nice, even if you bargain they are still friendly even if you reject them they are still friendly to you. Unlike the zoo ones, use the hands of hell to pull you in. Bpught the I love bj and a couple of mao stuffs, one transformers autobots belt and 2 wallets. The belt + wallet cost bout 100 yuan while the 2nd wallet cost 30 yuan. I felt scammed again.

AND the worst thing is that I saw a replica of my shoes, and they offered 100 yuan straight. Haiz, I bargained to 100 yuan and they offered to  100 yuan straight.  That kinda show how noob I was. But I got some name cards, shal go back to buy shoes and stuffs when the group goes there :D:D. Took the subway to the station close by the dorm with dad and met some Netherlands guy who works in france but got shifted to Australia and to Beijing. Wow eh. I see how my dad is so pro. And strike up convos so easily, and bargain is like in born within him. Walked back to the dorms with dad, intro him to mao mao and maomao treated dad to one yang rou chuan. Cool eh. They were like talking so easily, I need that type of skills man. Saw him off m=into the taxi and I guess the next time I meet him would be at the airport . At the dorm after ern and co. came back. Apparently yang xi talked to some 19 year old girl. The nafter a while she smsed the guys. I heard she ran down the bus when the guys reached their stop to xchange numbers. Cool right.

 

Day 7,

 

Went to xiu shui jie. Saw lots of stuffs I want to buy. But come to think about it I hesitated cos I decided to bbuy them later the trip. Maybe like 4th week.

Oh ya. It snowed today, 1st November 2009. Earlier thaan expected by most. Kinda cool while irritating. Cause snow really makes walking troublesome. But experiencing snow is cool.

Writer's Block: Relive in the moment

  • Nov. 2nd, 2009 at 8:17 PM

If you could relive one hour of your life so far, what would you choose and why? Would you do or say anything different? How do you think it would change your life?


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My life shoul'nt change. Every obstacle or stumbling block is there to make me learn new things and push me on

I <3 BJ

  • Oct. 30th, 2009 at 7:53 AM

Notes taken:

师傅,说句实话,如果您会亏本您就不会在这儿了。

 

Speak in good jest. Joke around. Go as low as you can. Observe the face.Don’t be too serious. If they ask you where you are, reply with an indirect answer . eg. 你认为我是从那儿来的。。。。。。。 我爹是从福建来的。

wait for the sunday. MORE updates and pics.

Wanted to ask people out. Wanted to make card for Fong and Yap Before i leave. BUT i didnt manage to do so.

WELL, after BJ bah.

Beijing seems fun fun fun. but at the same time must traintraintrain without tearing any shit.


so i can come back to win.

(500) Days of Summer

  • Oct. 17th, 2009 at 9:16 PM
(500) Days of Summer

Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't. This post modern love story is never what we expect it to be its thorny yet exhilarating, funny and sad, a twisted journey of highs and lows that doesn't quite go where we think it will. When Tom, a hapless greeting card copywriter and hopeless romantic, is blindsided after his girlfriend Summer dumps him, he shifts back and forth through various periods of their 500 days "together" to try to figure out where things went wrong. His reflections ultimately lead him to finally rediscover his true passions in life.

Time Traveller's Wife

Based on the best-selling book about a love that transcends time. Clare has been in love with Henry her entire life. She believes they are destined to be together, even though she never knows when they will be separated: Henry is a time traveler -- cursed with a rare genetic anomaly that causes him to live his life on a shifting timeline, skipping back and forth through his lifespan with no control. Despite the fact that Henry's travels force them apart with no warning, Clare desperately tries to build a life with her one true love.

Handle With Care (2009)

When Charlotte and Sean O’Keefe’s daughter, Willow, is born with severe osteogenesis imperfecta, they are devastated – she will suffer hundreds of broken bones as she grows, a lifetime of pain. As the family struggles to make ends meet to cover Willow’s medical expenses, Charlotte thinks she has found an answer. If she files a wrongful birth lawsuit against her ob/gyn for not telling her in advance that her child would be born severely disabled, the monetary payouts might ensure a lifetime of care for Willow. But it means that Charlotte has to get up in a court of law and say in public that she would have terminated the pregnancy if she’d known about the disability in advance – words that her husband can’t abide, that Willow will hear, and that Charlotte cannot reconcile. And the ob/gyn she’s suing isn’t just her physician – it’s her best friend.

3 stories, slices of the different sides of people's life.

i swear.

  • Oct. 15th, 2009 at 12:41 AM
Sec 3 byebye, I've done my best, though its the exam techniques i have to work on. but next year is the ear to ace. sec 1 to 3 do my best, thats enough.

Sec 4 is do 200%.

i am going to slide on the ground with my knees, and embrace that moment. one day i shall.

i shall bring you out on the movie, or at least keep asking till you agree as friends.

i shall make sure my wrist gets strong by 1st jan.

i

i don't get "mugging"

  • Oct. 1st, 2009 at 12:47 AM

It as aways been there. EOYs coming. people starting to choing mug. mug until like some gay.

but i dont understand mugging. like choing mugging. like ok now i stay up till 1 am to review / revise some parts i'm blur at.

but like wtf. people. mug b4 sch. mug after sch. mug till 3am to get gd grades. wth . its like stupid .

ok studying is ok. periodically. its good. but if you choing mug for the sake of the exam it becomes pointless.

mug to learn not to ace the exam and show off. 

BEIJING

  • Sep. 25th, 2009 at 11:52 PM
NG ZI YAO. the guy that got me the "out" from Squash
DANNY LI KEYI BSP Camper
WEE YANG XI. still regards me as reverend though my hair longer le
NICK ANDRE. funky name zheng jie's friend
NICHOLAS TENG. OBSabah + Help 3B1 get 2nd in 12x200
AND ME.

Rm09 BSC. not bad.

UPBEAT FOR THE TRIPTRIPTRIPTRIPTRIPTRIPTRIPTRIPTRIP.

and i seriously doubt the guys will get "high" over nygh. cus too much time to dota basketball and training for it :D:D:D:D:D::D

screw muscle degeneration

  • Sep. 21st, 2009 at 11:22 PM
FOUR days of minimum training. my muscle = die

NO training 4 days in a row. CAN YOU IMAGINE.
0 muscle growth and i think got like 10 % muscle reduction.

NOOOOOOOO

A spark of words

  • Sep. 11th, 2009 at 10:13 PM
Its not about doing things right, or the right thing. Its about going with your instincts.
If one day you lose the love for your CCA/hobby.
Just ask yourself, what was the factor that spured you for so long.
If there's no answer. I tell you that you've wasted a large chunk of your life.
I tell you that i've "trial-and-error"ed, and that being stronger, better and proving people that i can do it is my motivation.

In the variety of CCAs that i've been in, i don't feel a strong passion for it.

Maybe, its my teammates, I've felt the jealousy, envy and frustration well playing vball. Something that was absent in my squash, table tennis days. I feel fucked up that i can't be the setter, frustrated whenever the ball ain't set beautifully.
Thinking that, fuck i should be the one playmaking. Hmm. but then i guess i don't have the skills required, so i stay contented as a mid. spiker.
But well, Spiking, is,boring. Lets just say that I hate being the one that lands the finishing touches. I'd rather be the one playmaking, or starting the play.

WELL MAX, dont get offended if you read this.

But i really want to get out of that mid.spiker position. and stray into sub-set or a setter role.

:D yeah, dont laugh. I know that i ain't cut out for the job yeah. well, i guess beijing will be a test to see then. Train Train Train.Jing jie better get his legs back up. so i can stray into other position.

Yes i understand that wanting another job when i can't even do a fantastic job spiking. not thundering consitently is like stupid. but well. thats my thoughts yea.....Teehee.


But either way. i still have to
1) Jump higher.
2) Hang Longer
3)Spike faster
4)Thunder more
5)Set better
6)Dig better


:D thats like what most vballers have to do.. but i have to do more !!!!

1-5 can be done thru gym, physical training which i shall focus from the exam break to well i get to beijing.

2-6 can only be perfected on the court. which i only left bout 6 weeks to do it.

I HAVE TO UP MY PHYSIQUE!!!!!!!

time traveller's wife.

  • Sep. 10th, 2009 at 11:05 PM

Can't keep watching action/adventure movies right.

so sometimes have to watch movies with a bit of "slcie of life" in it.

TIME TRAVELLER's WIFE.

i heard the book was like very nice. but well couldn't get myself to read it so
went to vivo with linz to watch it.

YES it was weird. all couples. den in the middle. two hwachong guys.
its a damn nice movie. seriously . WATCH IT :D:D:D


gay show. i love trailers :D

from 7 to 4

  • Sep. 9th, 2009 at 5:00 PM
homework., STOP STARING AT ME.

the holidays so far. have been revision productive but not homeworking productive.

good and bad ya?

kept mugging cus i lazy to do homework.

unsure whether its gd or not ?

oh. my dad left for business, sis left for jp for a month. kai left for malaysia for bout a week.;

from a family of 7 people. left only 4. how miserable ya?..

looking forward to thurs fri sat.

thurs 2-6 cat high friendly, fri 2-6 punggol friendly sat 2-6 bp friendly + thurs night going to watch movie with lin. eithe time traveller's wife or 9 bah.

:D:D:D:D::D
tehee. today went to dunman high. JIA JIAN's school. amazingly vibrant.

16 stalls in canteen. and like 7 + courts. very nice campus.

played with their sec 2s. timothy (8) looks like melvin lol.
got seriously pissed that 0 blocks 0 thunder. f*** and like tensed thru the last 2 sets. got owned duh.

must. relax and use strength to jump. oxy moron but well i get it.

pointers i have to cure:

jump away from the net more.
relax at the 3 step phase. den instantenous explosiveness on the muscles..
flex wrist faster :D

dunman high is a nice campus :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

facebook......

  • Sep. 6th, 2009 at 11:29 PM
i hate quizzes that determines like your life. ESP. from facebook man.

Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
Cause there was nothin' in there but you.
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me.
All I wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out.

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety.

No, I won't wait forever
No, I won't wait forever

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire.
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety.

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety.

No, I won't wait forever
No, I won't wait forever
No, I won't wait forever



hey i will wait. forever
Dad leaving for business tmr. sis leaving for jpn for studies on tues. wow. lonesome times again

win :D

family outing1

  • Sep. 5th, 2009 at 11:49 PM
1st proper family outing. ate super high class food. :D:D:D

and den karaoked for 2 HOURS. well its nice.

singing is gd to get thoughts out

鸡蛋糕!

  • Sep. 4th, 2009 at 9:37 PM
Bayern Munich...

:D
robben + ribery + tymo + van bommel. what the heck man.

confirm a force in champs league !!.

shall save up for a new jersey :D

SAP seminar today. slacked mugged ecology. saw people i know around on stage around the stage. you get the point.

i'm kinda envy of gun!.closer firneds of mine would understand why.

after that weights math tuitioned and here i am.
oh ya. NANYANG, the food portion is shitty small. 1.70 for like 2 fishballs and like 1.4 the portion of noodle store in high school .
scam.

but the banana there is worth the cash. 40 cents only .

oh and in sabah, i had a weird dream of being in the railway station of germany/france/italy. weird eh. i guess i shall make my way too all three of them in the future

warren <3! a new adopted name from OBsabah

its stinks to suck

  • Sep. 3rd, 2009 at 11:24 PM
OBSabah has been a breather from the life of wei ren. 11 days of craziness, unexpected sanitation, unexpected housing standards- resorts and dorms. fun activities and expedition and to top it of, the View at just 3320.20 m above sea level at Mt. K is breathtaking, worth the climb.

Har, we fail to scale the summit, bad weather, but hey, i really cant expect the view man, at the hut, the view down was like so magical, you have to see it to experience it.
picturres just underrate them.

I cant really find the mood/.motivation/urge to write the summary of the trip. but well. it made me realize somethings.


Sometimes more matter how hard you try, if she refuses to let you in, you'll have to wait or come back to attempt another fateful day.

Give your 100%. and you'll get more than 100%.

there's nothing we cant do, its all the discipline and the motivation we have.

These are just few i found thru the trip, on the pillars i focus on my current state, academics, volleyball, trainings, relationships, having fun, and being a teen.

I stinks to feel emo. cant spike well, cant move well, cant gain my the ball snese and speed. argh.

'm getting a weird feeling ya know? Its like a tinggling feeling in the center of the chest whenever i think/hear/see/ anything related to ___________.

it maybe my own false instincts since most of the time i follow my instincts. bam a wall.

but on the contrary of ms sim's thoughts, I'd rather hit the wall untill the wall smashes. then we i get stronger and more mature.

tmr sap seminar. neutral thoughts, go there and see whats installed then.

obs!!!!

  • Aug. 21st, 2009 at 9:57 PM
after days of acing sleeping like 2.30am for the past week.

i'm still lacking IH / math and bsp ace. but i shallnt care about them .

obsabah i shall embrace. my parents helping me pack now. so nice right.

i hope my camera can work. so i can take pics :D.

ok see you back 14 days ltr.


SABAH!!!!.

hey. i'll be at sabah sorting out my thinking, energizing for EOYs.
and preserve my determination, cherishing what i have, do giving up,
rest well

eat shit and die

  • Aug. 20th, 2009 at 11:28 PM
vas posted the selection criteria for YOG 2010.

"players invited to attend the signing ceremony of the Youth Development Programme were talent scouted in the U - 16 Competition (Youth Cup)".

har i played once in Youth Cup coming off as a sub and "talent scouted" wow...

and ended missing tons of selection trainings. DAM.

now this year. no youth cup cus i'll be in china. den come back got 1 month to get full fitness for season opener.

hope it will be a cracking one :D.

oh ya. the noises of the ghost festival used to be like trrible noises when i was young. for some reason, now 15, i felt that this noise actually makes me feel home. feel like singapore ..

Aug. 19th, 2009

  • 9:20 PM
I want you to know, That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road, Someone's gonna go

hey. i cant pick up the phone to sms/type onto msn/email. Like i feel weird, wondering that if i send its like so stupid. so awkward.

I guess the only platform wold be thru this lj since like i either have no guts to contact. r that you deleted it, hope its because of other reason else i feel stupid posting that...

I cant find the courage to contact you after monday.. its like for no reason. but i just cant pick up the courage.

Sorry for my retarded expressing abilities:

I thought that if  i hadn't click "A" on the 35HSC smb on PSLC, this would not happen

If i hadn't get picked on to share a story, hadn't did a forfeit, this will not happen.

If i hadn't spammed added everyone, this shall not happen.

If i had just not reply on july 13th, this might not happen.

If i hadn't went to bsp, this just may not happen

If i hadn't attended bsp and saw you, this situation maybe avoided.

but hey its life, there isn't a reset button. I only can think about it. contemplate. but nth can be changed.

I'll need the time to pick myself up completely. (hopefully before china).

stay well till then. a great man i hsall be. but great man will fall. guardians.

anger shant get the better of me.

  • Aug. 17th, 2009 at 7:58 PM
academics and volleyball. thats all. fuck off.

cant wait for sabah -> EOY -> Beijing.

emotions are weird. only courage/passion/loyalty is useful. the rest just screw your brain

so smart

  • Aug. 16th, 2009 at 3:32 PM
got 3 test tmr. felt tired. and caused mum to rush to the swimming pool to inform the coach. damn smart har me.

cause troubles

TLL LAST LESSON

  • Aug. 15th, 2009 at 10:24 PM
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

fireflies.

ok being the weiren i am. i shall not emo. :D

the thunder today rocked. brought me up again.

yay. the last lesson of learning lab. shall rmb you guys.

Always be my baby. ... i hope

  • Aug. 15th, 2009 at 12:01 AM
hate being ditched. leave alone. isolated. shitz.

why do i always have to be the one waiting by the sidelines. oblivious to the surrounding.
I thought i knew how you felt, but i guess i don't.
I wanted to know more bout you, but yet i can't.
I tried, but still neither a yes or no.
miss independent, you sure do well in everything. an all rounder perhaps.
but why can't you just be down right straight to me.
I see my surroundings, i get envious, i had this feeling far longer than them.
yet they are happy cus they got the answer,
i'm not. it isnt whether it is a yes or no. its whether you are willing to answer.
Don't give me your reasoning, your rationale,
it just gives me hope, false hope i wish not.
so why, stuffed with work i understand, disliking me i would not be surprised.
but even so, do you dislike me so much that an answer is forbidden?
I want to be devoted, but you dont let me.
yeah, i ma not be the right guy, but still give me a chance? or stuff the facts straight in my face.
i dont know how to treat you. to probe to show that i care. or to probe but you refuse to open up to me.
its like one step forweard and two steps backward.
even alike trying to u turn in a one way street.
i am willing to wait, but i sense much tension between us after the holidays. stress?work?you having another guy in your mind?
i would not know. its only when you share would i know.
I've been down and out for my past 13 years, when i thought i got on the right track you came about.
but yet not matter how i ask you out, you will always give reasons. i wish that we aren't just friends? but i think its a one sided wish. a foolish man's wish i assume.
i wouldn't force an answer. i understand your point - a more academic incline path. no time to mess with relationships.
but i hate that hostility, i felt so detached. so guilty that i am disturbing.
They say when it knocks you down, you'll just stand right up. my situation is that it is right in front of me. unsure if its going to knock me or accept me. i'm not going to run away. I'll just wait. its the studying spirit this time. i look at you when talking to me in sec 2. its completely different. i sense the change. my not my feelings.
I may be my hormones raging. but of what rights can i stop it. I go with my passion thats my values.
we aren't encouraging each other. rather you're shoo-ing me away to not disturb you in your work. i feel weird. like a extra man. dian deng pao.!


"I believe that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to other people" an extract.

missindependent~~

Can we put thru this avalanche?

  • Aug. 11th, 2009 at 11:53 PM


Since when do you come around?
And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday.
You don't see me that way, touch me that way, no more..
When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold..


You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time,
We can rewind


If only you knew,
Why my heart is through for you
I'm tryna break through,
Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)


We see what's up ahead
Why do we stay?
Watching us fading
Trapped in by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in, no
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, we can rewind

If only you knew,
Why my heart is through for you
I'm tryna break through,
Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past,
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

The bond is breaking and it's taking over my spirit (quickly, quickly)
Something's shifted, have we drifted too far apart now?

If you, oh,
If only you knew,
Why my heart is through for you
I'm tryna break through,
Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's lead the past,
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)
Avalanche

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can we pull thru this avalanche. we have our different difficulties. and slight conflicts. pull through it yea?

fed up aint an option

PERMANENT!

  • Aug. 8th, 2009 at 8:54 PM

Guitar ! why did you make me refix you up.

now i have to relearn strumming picking and chords... my transitions aint that smooth anymore. argh.

+ not much time to learn. 30mins strum everyday :D.

lunwen is finishing, chinese yingyongwen finishing. ACE all coming out :D.

ok T3 is quite the ok. BUT OBSabah is going to be a killer. I'm really scared my body cant do it so much as i want to complete sabah.

oh wells.


TODAY TRAINING 3V3. me max and zheng jie SANG WHILE PLAYING national day song. random songs. lol. so fun.

NATIONAL DAY CELE:

The workshops was ok.... Harmony Works. interesting but mass singing is better. singsangsung

I plucked the hibiscus. den i wanted to go home. but i ended up my plaza sing. WATCHING GI Joe. :D 2nd row isnt as tough when i watch finding nemo.....

GI Joe is cool. BUT i WANT TO WATCH ASTROBOY!!!

what do you see ?

  • Aug. 3rd, 2009 at 12:06 AM

It has been a packed week....... I finally choinged finish the IHE ace. started on zuowen. doing Lunwen now. quite productive for my standards. woohoo,

I has also been a long time since i hit the pool. today was unexpectedly ....stupid. 2 hrs in the pool past so fast . and my vertical seems to be improving. and so is my understanding of chinese, chemistry, physics, biology and ih.

Term 3 rocks. cause it focuses me to get studying . :D


what do you see?

NDP09 Theme Song - What do you see? (English)

Composition & Lyrics by Electrico

Verse 1:

There’s a jewel on the ocean,

a gem upon the sea

Where the future is an open book

A land of destiny

We could set our sights into the wind and sail the seven seas

or climb the highest mountain top as long as we believe

What do you see? What do you see?

Chorus:

See the moon and the stars, look how far we have come

Look around at our faces, they shine brightly in the sun

With our hopes and dreams, imagine what tomorrow it may bring

What do you see? What do you see?

Verse 2:

Now the time has come to reach out,

To open up to see

That we stand together in this land

Cos we are family

As thoughts of reaching to the sky are carried on a dream

With hearts and minds united, our dreams we will achieve

What do you see? What do you see?

Chorus 2:

See the moon and the stars, look how far we have come

Look around at our faces, they shine brightly in the sun

With our hopes and dreams, imagine what tomorrow it may bring

What do you see…

Bridge:

What do you see when life makes you take on a mountain

You’ll see that nothing’s gonna stand in your way

Together we can share

The strength of a million

and the courage of a million more

Chorus End:

See the moon and the stars, look how far we have come

Look around at our faces, they shine brightly in the sun

With our hopes and dreams, imagine what tomorrow it may bring

Cos the sky’s the only limit when you’re not afraid to dream

What do you see? What do you see..

Singapore's artiste are really improving . YES!

horny on lunwen .... wtf man

luck. and its origin.

  • Jul. 27th, 2009 at 11:28 PM
its all about yourself.